…is kind of messed up right now. At least my social life is. I really feel lost when it comes to relationships. I had one, well more of a series of hook-ups, that ended badly. This even sounds bad now writing it, but it was real, and seemed like it was going to last. But then…. they get back together with their ex the day after calling me and basically telling me they want to pursue the relationship further. That was the message I got from the phone call. I’m heartbroken. I didn’t love the guy, at least not then but who knows I might have, we weren’t together that long. And even though he’s with someone else I wish we still could hit it off… or at least act like best friends like we did before. But now, all you want to have is a basic friendly relationship. Remember? that DID NOT work last time. So now we’re resorting to not talking. It’s been 2 days. That’s the longest I’ve talked to you since I met you and we started talking. I feel so alone…. and to believe that you were my first real relationship. </3  I just don’t know what to do… D: